i am jessica

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 05:23:28 GMT

i made a new stupid journal, so i probably added you.

my_last_stop

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 10:32:01 GMT

http://siqdrugfront.com/what/

new blog thingie

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 06:46:48 GMT

flickr

life

berlin

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 03:05:29 GMT

i want to go back in may

Tue, 03 Feb 2009 10:34:45 GMT

i am never going to fall in love ever again,
maybe accidentally,
probably on purpose

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 11:34:43 GMT

http://web2.airmail.net/danb1/usrecords.htm

read about the weather, this entertained me for a bit... no sleeping pills tonight, so it's gonna be a long one.

thanks to tom waits for providing the soundtrack to my sleepless night/morning

blahh.

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 21:41:34 GMT

i work today for the first time in almost a month.

having so much time off from work just makes it really hard to go back. boooooo, work. maybe i just need to find a new job...

now

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 07:45:31 GMT

i can't stop burping

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i think i like girls who play ukuleles?

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 01:39:33 GMT

so..

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 23:58:53 GMT

i had a crazy sex dream last night. it woke me up.
probably the best thing to happen to me in a while... yeah. sad.

my new favorite family guy

Sun, 21 Dec 2008 21:15:34 GMT

http://www.hulu.com/watch/37768/family-guy-i-dream-of-jesus#s-p1-so-i0

Thu, 18 Dec 2008 09:03:41 GMT

this is for anna only

Wed, 17 Dec 2008 10:19:35 GMT

all that is important

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 12:23:09 GMT

BUT

THIS WILL ALWAYS BE MY FAVORITE

something strange is happening

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 22:33:15 GMT

i have burped three times in the past two days.
miraculous!

i'm hella drunk

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 09:13:00 GMT

so i am publicly proclaiming my lesbian love for trelayna,
it is my first and only legitmate gay crush and i'm feelin it way hard right now,
could be the beer,
but prob not.

love u gurl.
come be here,
i swear i won't be creepy.>!>>!.1

i don't even like thanksgiving

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 18:23:10 GMT

i am only thankful for cameras

mm.

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 07:34:40 GMT

quite frequently i get excited about things and then realize too late that it wasn't worth it.

i'm feeling that way right now.

do i even need one?

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 03:40:10 GMT

i think my heart is about to shrivel up inside my chest-
the irregularity of the beating just represents my thoughts, nothing more, nothing less.
i just want you to be here. my attempts to be amiable are probably going to stop me dead in my sleep.

truism: some things aren't worth fighting for.

learning.

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 20:30:43 GMT

i'm going to learn how to be happy for you and not want what i want.
i'm already feeling less trapped.

blahhh

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 22:28:31 GMT

i hate feeling sick for no reason because then i can't eat normally. i've lost about seven pounds since leaving for the fest which fucking SUCKS because i JUST BOUGHT NEW PANTS and they're already too baggy. they were nice pants, too : (

that sucks. oh, well, i can almost fit into high school clothes again. that's weird, as well as pointless since i would never wear any of that shit anymore.

finally.

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 20:54:43 GMT

i am going to work today for the first time in ages. this means maybe i will make a little bit of money.. at last.

i'm letting myself not want anything.

all of this is true.

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 23:55:54 GMT

Go to urbandictionary. com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write whichever definition it gives you.

1) Your name?
jessica:
a woman i know who is incredibly sexy and i love her so much. she is the most amazing person alive and if you dont think so you deserve to die. amazingly there are some people who actually dont like her. but thats just because they're jealous and they're all asses anyway so no one cares about them. jessica deserves everything in the world and id do anything for her. ill never leave her side and i'll always be her best friend.
example:
Me - Dude, I love Jessica.
Friend - Me too. Who doesn't?
Me - Stupid fuckers that's who.

2) Your age?
22:
A .22 Caliber hand gun (.22 is a measurement of inches, not millimeters you fucking retards)

3) One of your friends?
chelsea:
the most AMAZING people you will ever find are Chelseas.
chicken flavored&lemon scented. DELICIOUSLY good looking.

4) What should you be doing?
showering:
To shower. Code for male masturbation and blowin giz all over the place.

5) Favorite color?
blue:
The feeling when u wake up at 7 in the morning and remembering it's a monday.

6) Birth place?
san mateo:
the best place in the bayy.california 650, includes coyote point which has the best sunsets and beaches.home to the borel bobcats and the aragon dons.has too many ghetto people but is a great place to live.nicknamed madeo.

7) Month of your birthday?
november:
The month Wyclef Jean will tell your girl you will return.

8) Last person you talked to?
evan:
A strong man that is on the path to being very successful. That guy that you just know he has had sex with the girl of his choice. All the women want to be with him and all the guys want to be him.
example: He is such a great evan.

9) What did you do last?
singing:
mainly used in dublin;
sucking dick,
giving head,
giving a blowjob

10) What did you eat last?
cookie:
the female genitalia, a nicer name for a pussy.

11) Your nickname?
jessie:
A word to describe a vegan girl with cool hair and glasses with an even cooler personality.

what i actually want more than anything.

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 21:47:14 GMT

i want robert downey jr. to lay naked on top of me and do dirty, dirty things.

what. the. fuck.

i need r.d.j.

want/need.

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 19:06:33 GMT

i change my mind more than a person should,
but i like to think that my indecisiveness is charming rather than, more realistically, overwhelmingly ambivalent.
as for today, i don't want what i wanted yesterday. i've changed my mind- but as always, given the appropriate situation (that arises again, and again, and again...), i will change my mind back, leading me to actions that are both wonderful/horrible. i am just quite ambiguous in my own thoughts, you see.

following my art history exam in the city, i will go adventure around for a bit. i have almost no money to spend on anything, but i may try to buy a coat. it's cold outside, and the cold doesn't wait for paychecks to clear.